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if you haven't added me under my new livejournal name, CASHLEY, yet...you should do so NOW.
lovelovelovelovelovelove.
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[06 Jun 2004|08:48pm] |
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after a year and a half...i have gotten a new livejournal name.
the new name is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cashley
add it. now. mmkthnx.
i also got a new aim name. it is RAWR a dinosaur
i know i don't get on aim very often...but im me when i do.
ex.oh.
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[02 Jun 2004|02:12pm] |
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carlee and i bought boy camo shorts to make into skirts...but then when we tried them on...we were like daggummm....these are hawt. so we are going to wear them as shorts.
i work tonight and i'm excited about it...
and i got an interview at THE GAP...man..i'm so excited.
this is the first time ever that i've been excited about going to work cause i'm going to have the two best jobs.
carlee is going through anger managment...lets all cheer her on for a quick and healthy change.
both of my parents called me before 11:30am to lecture me about how i'm a failure at life....best known for failure...best known for giving up...
i'm just going to focus on proving them wrong. cause thats the posi thing to do.
i am going to post like 200 pictures very soon.
ex.oh.
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[01 Jun 2004|04:54pm] |
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this weekend was amazing.
saw Andrew WK and g-money dressed like trash to be funny. party hard.
i got to hang out with Ginger, Sara, Dixie, Holly, Mark and the with blood boys....omg...i adore all of them so much...they are the greatest people in the world.
i like flirting with garrett even though he always trys to complain about it like he doesn't like it...then when i bring up a time when he said he did he lies about it.
but he flirts too.
I GOT TO SEE ANN, KRITEN AND BRANDON BAKER AND IT MADE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.
my dad came to look at my car cause its been acting up...he is going to fix it for free.
i stood in an ant hill. it burns.
carlee and i put on our bathing suits to lay out...but the sun wasn't out.
we are getting dressed up and pretty to go shopping and to make skirts.
but my thoughts were so loud i couldn't hear my mouth
man...i had a dream that i was going to give my little sister, lindsey, half of a cookie i was about to eat. i went to purposefully give her the small half cause i'm selfish then Jesus casually walked by and gave me a look...so i said "here lindsey, you can have the big piece"
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[30 May 2004|01:48pm] |
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ca$hleyBFFGANG: i thought about just burning down her house.
G-Money: ............
G-Money: or that..
ca$hleyBFFGANG: i think she is a vampire.
G-Money: then burning down her house wouldn't do any good.
ca$hleyBFFGANG: and at night when i come home and i walk by her house i get really scared and cover my neck and wrist.
G-Money: she deserves a stake in the heart.
ca$hleyBFFGANG: yeah. i keep one in my purse.
i don't like vampires. at all. or the effin lame stupid dumb mangement at landon's apartment.
i'm going to nashville tonight and carlee and kyle are coming with!!!!!!
i'm so excited.
ummm....its gonna be some much needed party time.
...or something.
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[29 May 2004|02:25am] |
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Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Than always staying in
Feel the wind
yes. it is hilary duff that best explains how i feel. and that song is the song of my week.
my horribly bad awful no good week.
so i'm homeless...and poor...
and i have a ton of bricks on my shoulders and heart. and nothing beneath my feet.
but hopefully things won't be so bad for so long. everyone goes through a hard time in there lives...right?
at least i can go through it and say that its not so bad because i have the great friends in the world.
kyle is letting me stay at his place tonight.
and daniel is going to try to move to madison and him and i can get an apartment together and be awesome roomies.
i don't know what i'll do next week...hopefully i'll have a second job and more money though. oh man.
pssttt..i'm the one with aids in my stomach now and i miss you.
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[24 May 2004|04:12pm] |
i never thought i could ever let a boy have so much effect on how much i smile.
my cheeks hurt from smiling when i'm around him.
come back.
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[22 May 2004|12:55am] |
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you know what rules?
kyle and i taking a random trip to bham to go carlee's graduation party and staying the night and watching vanilla sky.
yup...thats what rules.
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[20 May 2004|04:25pm] |
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it was a year ago today that i almost died.
effin' brutal car crash.
May 20th 2003...i'll never forget that day.
i really miss my old car. holy crap.
thinking about that reminds me of house awesome my life is. after it happened...my amazing friends all came to the hospital...and cheered me up and made me feel better...then all summer long when i was a loser with no job, no money and no car...Kyle and Josh..the two best friends...better than anyone elses...came a either hung out with me or picked me up everyday. man...its been a year. i love you guys. a lot.
the greatest best friends. the end.
today is ours.
tomorrow straight chillin.
and then saturday....carrett growe.
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[19 May 2004|03:28pm] |
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...i'm soooooooooooo boredddddddddddddddddddddd...
i didn't get the new found glory cd yesterday because they didn't have it out yet. i'm getting it today. i can't wait.
you know whats the pits...being hungry with no money, no gas in your car, and nothing to do.....yuck yuck yuck.
josh and dave are coming to town tonight...and i'm excited to see them. but until then...i'm going out of my mind.
i guess this is pretty pointless...
( ...so i'll just spend my time thinking about... )
yeah, whatever.
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[17 May 2004|03:08pm] |
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last night was the best.
i have the most amazing friends and that makes my life awesome.
the weekends have been so amazing i can hardly stand it...but the week days...they go by soooo slowwwwwww.
anyone want to go to memphis on wednesday or want to help me get to memphis???
i have to work tonight. but its okay cause i work with erin.
i need another job...anyone have any ideas?
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[14 May 2004|02:04pm] |
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so tonight is with honor and holy crap i'm excited.
...i wish Garrett were coming...
i know i sound like a silly girl but i don't care..i really do wish he were coming.
i get to see carlee! yay <3<3<3
i finally got a job. i work at tenders. and i'm really happy about it. saturday night i start and i get to work with the coolest girl named ERIN. we gonna get crunk.
last night i went to pulaski and slept on the most uncomfortable couch ever...sorry ann..but it sucks to sleep on. but i had a lot of fun with my favorite people Ann and Kriten!! i love you guys a whole lot. i came in second at scrabble. ann just barely beat me. ann pretty much won every game we played.
i almost died from this spider/grasshopper evil bug at kriten's. it was horrible. i hate insects. except ants. little black ants are cute.
i hope i get to come to nashville on sunday.
i really really really hope i am.
.omg.tonight everything changes.omg.
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[11 May 2004|02:56pm] |
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[x] with honor this weekend. omg.
[x] i want to see hanson. for real.
[x] i don't have a job yet!!! holy crap!!!
[x] the OC isn't coming on anymore. i'm going to miss it a lot.
[x] tree houses make excellent escapes from hurricanes that occur in lakes and ponds and flood the cities with catfish. i like tree houses and boys that build them.
[x] landon took me to see united states of leland. its really good. and landon is the best older brother ever.
the end.
ex.oh.
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[09 May 2004|08:20pm] |
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i love how seeing a hot-air balloon in the sky can make me smile and pull me out of a bad mood. and almost make me want to keep driving in the same direction just so i can look at it even if i'm driving out of the way. but then i realize i need to turn left and it makes me sad that i can't keep looking at it...but when i turn left i see the sun beginning to set and its beautiful and makes me smile even bigger.
i love the smiles the sky gives me.
i also love dairy queen's ice cream cake.
and my best friend who gives it to me.
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| ...give me one last chance... |
[07 May 2004|03:05pm] |
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i've been doing a lot of thinking..
and i realized a lot of things the way my life is going.
and i must say...
i've never been so scared in all my life.
somewhere down the line the whole everything will workout on its own stopped happening and i messed up and i'm not sure what to do now.
and i've had a nightmare every night this week and i really just want it all to stop.
i'm just going to keep thinking that one day...maybe months from now...this will be just something to remember...or forget.
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[05 May 2004|02:15pm] |
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so i'm running on empty in my car..
i don't have a job yet...
and i only have two dollars....
this must be what the bottom looks like.
omg...I NEED A JOB!
i'm just chillin in the library because i'm tired of sitting in my apartment by myself...
erin came over yesterday...
we went walking and girl talking...and we found a nice park/playground right by my apartment...i'm so excited. i'm going to go there a lot this summer i just know it.
anyways...the OC comes on tonight and i'm way excited...except my roommate watches another show religiously and it just happens to come on at the same time. crap. i hope i get to watch the oc.
someone come visit me...i'm lonely and poor.
things have got to start looking up. soonnnn.
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[03 May 2004|04:28pm] |
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i'm moved in to the apartment.
but nothing is organized.
i'm back in pulaski today to sign some stuff for next year...
my parents hate my guts because i got three F's this semester. i think i hate my guts too. i suck at life right now.
this will be fixed though.
and i have the coolest friends and saturday nights...
this is the end.
ex.oh.
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[02 May 2004|01:39pm] |
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carlee came this weekend and it was amazing.
last night was a lot of fun.
i could go on for a while about everything that happened and about how carlee and i got lost on the way to memphis and it took us five hours....but i'm not going to because i'm packing and i don't have time...but just know it was great.
i don't think the apartment that i'm moving to today has the internet so i'm going to disappear for weeks maybe. sucks.
ohkayy...i must go and put all of my belongings in boxes.
but hey...madison kids...call me lets hang out.
and G-Money...chances are that i'm thinking about you.
ex.oh.
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